Solidarity.
I feel that I am still with the people whom I have talked
to during
the Encuentro.
They will come into
my mind whenever I meet people through theater in the future and whenever
I dream with them about a better world. I
started with the simple knowledge that there were people
named ‘Augusto
Boal’ and ‘Paulo Freire’ who have worked for and with
the oppressed people through theater. While trying to learn more about
them through their books,
I approached participants of the seminar with four questions. “Do
you think that the world can be changed through performances?”, “How
is that belief revealed in your artistic/academic practice?”, “How
would you introduce the theater of/for the oppressed to people who don’t
know about it at all and who do you think are the oppressed?”, “Have
you ever been influenced by Augusto Boal or Paulo Freire? Do you think
that the methodology
of Augusto Boal or Paulo Freire can influence other continents such as
Asia?” I
tried to meet people from Brazil and anybody whom I would meet in workshops,
lectures or on the corridor. People
whom I interviewed were talking about changing the world.
It was not just what they were talking about but the whole
atmosphere of the Encuentro,
the performances
that I watched, the lectures and everything during the seminar that
made me realize what they really were talking about. It was
not just the words
of them, but it
was the eyes of them, their faces and their breath which made me
feel the truth that they were actually living in their life.
No matter to whom I talked
I could
feel that the world actually is changing. The interviews made it
possible for me to make some important intimate encounters
with people who were actually
living
what they thought and shared their academic, practical experience.
It was not easy for me to casually approach people during
the Encuentro, but the
interviews
gave me the opportunity to really talk to them, to really ask them
about what was a burning question for me. While talking to
them, I could remember
the moment
of happiness that I talked about before and that I was trying to
find again. I could also dream about what I would do in the
future. Tiny
steps. Micro way. Not the world but individuals, people.
One of the most shocking things was the way in which
people would
understand
how the
world could
be changed through performances. My approach about changing the
world through performances had been rather something huge. Performance
in changing
the
world for me had been rather an effective tool to fuel discourses
or to enlighten. I had been thinking about classes or political
issues
when
it comes to world
peace and performance. Many people, beautiful people I met, however,
were talking
about the change of individuals. They were talking about the
contact and relationship with others, which happens through performances
and I could
feel the affection
of them with which they wanted to talk to human beings through
their
performance or art. They came from different backgrounds but
they were putting it in
such a similar way that it seemed to me that there is a secret
about changing the
world that I didn’t know about. A secret about how I could
I start with the change of myself, another dimension. After
talking to the people, I also discovered that I have had
a complex, controversial understanding about
the concept ‘oppressed’. Many people were saying
that oppression is something that everybody has within oneself
and that everybody is taking turns in becoming oppressors
and the oppressed. There were also responses,
which mainly pointed out the issues of class and economy. While
listening, I could find out how I had been understanding
myself and where I should be in the
future. When it comes to the discourse about the first worldism,
I used to become radical identifying me as a person from
the oppressed third world. In the context
of Korean society, On the other hand, I never had felt bad about
studying abroad with my scholarship taking all the advantage
of a student in the U.S. I have
become interested in the theater of the oppressed through my
experience in radical church theater, but ironically, I had
never really ‘lived’ with the
oppressed within Korean society. I had been trying to ‘help’ the
oppressed people in Korea whereby I am in fact, oppressing them.
The response of an indigenous woman really struck me, saying
that indigenous people would
not need any help. I like to say the same to the people in the
first world. “I
do not need to be helped.” Then why have I been trying
to ‘help’ people
in my country? Helping is not the proper term because after all,
all of us are oppressed. While
thinking about the subject and victim of oppression I came
to realize how simple and ignorant my motivation
was to ‘take the methodology about the
theater of the oppressed from somewhere else and to use it in
Korea’.
Coming to know that the oppressed is everybody, I started to
feel a sense of solidarity,
which made nationalities or other barriers meaningless. This
feeling grew stronger when I got more acquainted with what the
theater of
the oppressed
was about. I
kept on doing the interviews and at the same time, tried
to find a more concrete counterpoint within Korean
society to make
my experience
more useful.
I did research
and found out that there already exists a group in Seoul, which
is practicing
the theater of the oppressed. I asked them the same questions
and received some material about their work, which I decided
to introduce
to the Hemispheric
Institute.
It was no more about taking something from somewhere. I started
to regard myself as a bridge between two different worlds where
people
are dreaming
about the
same. I enjoyed becoming part of the solidarity. It was really
surprising how similar the people were. No wonder because they
were dealing
with the same ‘theater
of the oppressed’ but it was so moving to hear about it
in different languages. While contacting the Korean group ‘Hae’ per
e-mail and telephone, I was really amused to compare the responses
with
the
interviews from
here and really enjoyed how loving the people in both of the
groups were. All
of them
were believing that the world could be changed, all of them were
mentioning both dimensions of internal change and social structure
and all of them
had a love
and interest in human beings themselves. Most of all, all of
them were so interesting and wonderful as persons, whose personality
itself
made
me believe
in what they
were dreaming about. The
answers to the question of the possibility of the adaptation
of the theater of the oppressed in other
countries or in my country,
gave me
a more concrete
idea about what I should do in the future as a bridge between
the east and west. My initial question turned out to be a little
improper
after
I realized
how generally
and universally the oppressed could be defined. The fact that ‘Hae’ has
been practicing it in Seoul itself was a proof of the possibility
of the adaptation of the theater of the oppressed to another
country. While talking to the people
here, however, I came to confront a next question, which was
about the context of practicing it. What struck me most was the
importance or essential necessity
of living the life of the grassroots. People gave me ideas about
getting back from the global to the local and about really incorporating
the theater of the
oppressed, which means that I have to live ‘as’ or
at least ‘with’ the
oppressed in my context. This impressed me so deeply that I started
to feel a responsibility to go back to my country as soon as
possible: even though, I also
came to know the needs for study and research about the methods
of the theater of the oppressed in the States, through the responses
of the Korean group I came
to decide that I should go back to live ‘with’ the
grassroots of my country. The theater of the oppressed now reminds me of a church. I often am moved when I enter a church in Germany, Japan or here at the Riverside Park and see the same cross hanging. I see something similar as ‘ecumenism’ in the theater of the oppressed. I think about the people during the Encuentro whom I shyly approached and who opened my mind to discover the oppression in myself and how I am oppressing others and what I should do in the future. I think about the people in my country who are waiting for me. I smile when I remember how I tried to look at ‘the theater of the oppressed’ as a methodology, which I should take from somewhere else and use in Korea. In silence, I try to feel the happiness I felt when I sensed the solidarity of the people talking and how beautiful they were as persons. I try to imitate their loving way of regarding human beings. I think about what I should do next. Tiny steps. Micro ways. Grassroots. The oppression in myself…psst….. I again want to thank all the people who were really willing to share their experience including the group ‘Hae’. I also want to thank Mr. George Stoney who provided much video material for the group in Korea. (Yoona Kang is an M.A student in the department of Performance Studies at NYU)
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"Hae-Workshop" Painting |