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[Page 6: Give Me
An F: Radical Cheerleading and Feminist Performance]
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Jeanne:
I began cheering in 1999, my first year in college. I already belonged
to four or five activist groups, and I attended meetings almost
daily. When I joined the Radical Cheerleading squad I experienced
a coalescing of activism on and through my body: the squad espoused
the divergent political values I usually encountered in issue-specific
meetings for the transgender committee, peer sexuality educators,
united for anti-racist action, and SAFE. The emotional stress of
being an activist had accumulated in my body, and through cheering
I began to physicalize my politics and relieve tension. Radical
Cheerleading became the most joyful way to express my activism in
all its articulations.
Mary: I had the same experience. Radical Cheerleading
brought together different sides of myself that couldn't be reconciled.
It reconciled the really feminist needs and desires and expressions
that I have, and my experiences, the way I totally look at the world
through feminist eyes. I can't ever change that. I like it, and
it's the most important thing in the world to me; the interpretation
changes, but feminism is always a constant. The other part of me
is in really girly experiences that I've had. Like I've sold my
looks through modeling and sex work and just been really femme-y
a lot and used it in relationships. I have lived my life as a really
girly person most of the time. It's
hard to identify with the really girly parts of myself and not be
filled with guilt in a feminist way. In my personal life it comes
up everyday—can I handle wearing fishnets and getting harassed?
Radical Cheerleading, like being a femme queer person, is about
a decision to put yourself out there as who you are, with your short
skirt or whatever and still feel like there's no excuse for getting
harassed or getting sexually assaulted. Like saying, "You have
to respect me and not be violent towards me." That I can have
a sexuality and I can perform with it, work off of it, do whatever
and still be able to be considered a strong and intelligent person,
and still be safe.
Jeanne: I'm so glad, because I believe Radical
Cheerleading is more than performance art and protest; as a practice
it reflects a queer sensibility and feminist ethics.
Mary: It's a sensibility, like femme, it is more
than just expression with a feminine twist. It's more than just
girly-ness and more than just feminism. It's trying to reclaim everything
that's been taken away from you. Radical Cheerleading is like saying
fuck what everybody has said to me, I'm going to take the good in
everything I've been taught and fuck the rest. It's fun to have
long hair and pigtails but I don't have to shave. It's about the
best parts of being a woman, for me. I don't think I could be sane
without Radical Cheerleading. It's one of the only thing that makes
you feel okay to be girly and also makes you feel like you can defend
yourself.
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